Current life;Current me

2014 is just around the corner. 96 DAYS left till the new year to arrive. What did I do for the past few months?  I don't think I have done any meaningful tasks or events but time just flies.Now, it's already end of the month. The beginning of October will be started on next week soon. So scary right? I am going to turn to 20 years old soon. YES,I AM ANXIOUS RIGHT NOW! Ok, skip this topic as I don't want to face it and I am trying to escape the reality.

Well,Well,Well, let's talk about my current life. There is nothing much special happen in this sem. Oh ya, last few weeks ago, I was crying accidentally during my maths class. I was trying to hide my tears but it failed . I felt so stressed . I think maybe I can't cope the stress anymore and I just cried it all out. Seriously, I have never ever cry before because of STRESS or in my STUDIES. This was my first time. In uni, if you fail any subject, you need to retake again. THIS IS SO FREAKING STRESSFUL! Plus, I need to learn new things that I never learn it before. I don't feel like I have enough time to learn it all in just short period of time unless I am a GENIUS.

There is a sem break during November. Although it's only takes for 1 week, guess what, I am going home. Indeed, I am a lucky girl. I can always fly back to my hometown if there is any cheap flight or the timing is just RIGHT. THANKS FOR MY DAD who sponsoring me always. I know I am luckier than others . I wanted to achieve the best in my studies. I knew my father wanted me to study well and get a good job in the future. That's why I put lots off efforts in my studies. I really don't like to take things for granted .I've been taught to be appreciate on everything because I am a fortunate girl compared to others.

Living in nilai is just feels like living in a desolate city.It is so freaking boring and there is no any entertainment or shopping mall at here. If you want to go to the nearest shopping mall which is Midvalley, it needs to take around 1 hour by ktm. But, what to do? I am the one who decided to stay here. Once is enough, I won't repeat the same mistake anymore.

I don't know why my dark circles are getting more and more serious day by day.It makes me pissed off! I always sleep in 11pm.But,it still so SERIOUS

OK, PICTURES TIME!

CURRENT LIFE:

HAPPY MID-AUTUMM FESTIVAL

CURRENT ME:

When I am bored

My baby

Current hair color.2 types of colour-dark and light brown in the end

Last but not least, thanks for reading my blog. There is still much room to improve as I am learning how to write in good English.

THE END

~MEMORIES ARE ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL~

A past few weeks ago, I had read one of my friend's blog. She wrote about her past .The thing that let me felt so amazing was "I'VE BEEN THROUGH THE SAME PATHWAY LIKE HER BEFORE ".She elaborated it so clearly and sincerely and it INSPIRED me directly. Babe, you did a great job!

I still remember that day I scolded that teacher with foul word and she came and punched my cheek. A lot of students were looking at me. (FORGIVE ABOUT MY RUDENESS).I was too young that time.I would like to say at least 2-3 times of foul words in every conversation that I had with my friends.And you know what?It made me feel so PROUD everytime when I said it out.Lmao. I tried to act bad also because it satisfied me all the time.Maybe I thought this was the only way to self-defence/self-protective.Nobody dare to bully you that kind of stupid thought occurred in my mind.My best friend helped me to tie my hair whenever I went to class as SHE really cannot stand on my that MESSY HAIR.Yeah,Nat,its you!"Ning, come and sit down.I help you to tie your hair.I really cannot stand your that messy hair man". And also,I played truant all the time whenever the class was boring , just wanted to go home to take a nap because of tiredness and laziness, or followed FRIENDS( TONS OF EXCUSES). 

TEACHER: Sharon, where were you yesterday? Why you didn't come for the afternoon class?

ME: Teacher, yesterday my menstrual suddenly came and my whole body strained, so I went home.(need to act an innocent face so that the teacher will believe me>failed)

TEACHER: True or not? I don't believe you. A lot of students love to use this excuses especially GIRLS.Better don't try to cheat me.Tell me the TRUTH

ME:If you don't believe me, you can call my father.( I was not afraid the teacher to call up my father because I knew that my father was always busying on his works and outstation.His phone would be always in offline status).HAHAHA * a sinister smile

SCHOOL RULES? WHO CARES?I DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN MAN!

As I was growing older day by day, I started to change bits by bits. I started to differentiate what is right and what is wrong. (give myself a great applause*). I miss everything that happened in my high school year. Miss my friends that accompany me to go through all these years. We cried, sang, played, hung out, gossip along all together. Some of them maybe were just a passer-by in my life, but they were at least existed before and created some memories for me.

Although now we are separated in our own ways to fight for our future, I feel glad that some of them we still have communicate with each other frequently. YES,IT'S YOU. IF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Don't live in the past, let's MOVE ON together:)

MEMORIES WILL BE REMAINED FOREVER.

“What i like about photographs is that they capture a moment that’s gone forever, impossible to reproduce.” 

2012- 5A1'S SUNFLOWERS.hahaha

Masquerade Ball

Prom night 2012